call from mom~~

recieve a call from mom juz now .....

in a 5 mins conversation i think , in that 5 mins i feel like im a bad son ..

so sorry to u ...

i should giv u a call sometime

u asked me juz now "y never call for me , always is i call to u" ?? in that time im juz speechless

i know u miss us , i juz feels shy to call bac , i also dono y.... but not mean i not miss u ....juz not used to call bac..

n everytime u called me u will asked about my money still enough to use or not....

juz now u asked the same question..

i feels so bad , always spend alot money ...

i had try to save money try not to eat so expensive , but this week i spend alot on the exp food .....=='''

today u kidding to me , said" im look like a atm machine , always let u all withdraw money" when i heard this , really wan to put my head into floor( like ostrich) ... every month i will over budget n i shy to let u know , then lied to u that i still hav money

but today i told u i juz left 5o dollar in the bank u not scold me n juz ask me y will spend so fast...

i feel so sorry ....

u said when NOV u come to kl to the wedding dinner , u call me help u to style hair ... then i answer u that i juz know abit to style lady hair

u said its ok , coz style hair in kl is exp , better save the money to let u spend .u kidding with me:" u help style n i paid u lo, then u can spend it better to let ppl get it "

when i listen she said like this really feels so .............. ( dono how to describe , juz too bad) i straight said "no need la"

im your son , u no need to paid for me..... help u is wat a son need to do ... u already use ur whole life to feed me ,teach me , carry me ...

next time i had a work i will giv u money evry month to spend , as what u giv me money every month to spend , mayb it will not much but is from my heart...i will take a good care to u ...

i will control my money well.... n will giving u a call sometime....

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this i juz a simple blog that from bottom of my heart, mayb there is alot of grammer mistake or wat else , i don care .. juz want to write it down to remind me always.....